15/08/17
Sometimes I feel like love is a twisted rope.
Do you sometimes just hate being told words that have no meaning?
I used to hate the feeling of being lonely,
But the ones we hope to feel the void, make you feel more empty.
Make you ask yourself questions you don’t have answers to.
The worst part, we know that, what we feel could literally kill us,
Bur we let ourselves suffer rather than the thought of being alone.
Just a simple eye contact and goofy smile cost me,
Right now i’m at a place i can’t even control,
Surviving on cigarette burns, booze and my vulnerability.
You know it’s a bit crazy how we get to love hard,
And give our all to someone who never needed it in the first place…
Its so unfair how we are born to love, then cursed to feel.
Gives a nostalgic feeling.
I think we all need someone who makes us feel free,
Able to express ourselves without judgement.
