24/10/16
I’ve been overthinking for the past one week.
Too many thoughts are vivid, it’s a little bit crazy.
Thinking about rights and wrongs,
Mistakes turning to decisions, reality over imagination
And my environment with those surrounding me.
Sometimes I am happy because I feel like,
I’m proud of what I’ve achieved but then I’ve disappointed myself
Knowing I could have done it in another way,
Or I’m acting before I think, which is really getting into me.
It’s eating up my mind ; I have to think about my choices
And compromise with the consequences.
I feel like at times I have freed my mind,
And I’m so outspoken helping me relate with the situation at hand,
But later on I feel like I’m still under slavery
And I have to reason according to society.
All I’m praying for is for God to help me discover my purpose,
And to fully free my mind and soul and just see beyond.
